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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 2:21 PM
The stuffz in my head

I'm speaking in semi-code (try to keep up) Ankiki-kun and I are so egaged in emotion that our feelings spill like waterfalls. Sh*t goes down, love goes round and the chaos goes away. Maybe he's the person I'll be blessed with to see for the rest of my days. Spade away a day that my heart unlocks a fray. Blessed be the Lord who gave me such a heartful companion, whom I speak with privately at times. Will he be my one, for me? I'll not be moved by parents' heed. I feel a puzzle is nearly completed and Aniki is all I need.

oh kay I honestly didn't mean for that to rhyme. Understand how I feel? I lost MY journal skin :(.




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  • Mood: Attraction
  • Listening to: love story (resang by davedays)
  • Reading: The hobbit
  • Watching: bleach
  • Playing: ---
  • Eating: random stuff
  • Drinking: water

The horrid-ness of emotion

Sun Sep 27, 2009, 9:31 AM
Well...Blah...I'm sick as a dog and I am in love with someone I can never ever EVERRR be with... it sux. Basically, I fell head over heels in love with this guy who is older then I. That didn't stop me, but it turns out he doesn't share the same emotions for me to an even close extent that I do and he's moving to California next year, on top of that. Life for me has been difficult. School has been a blast of awesomeness, but I see him everyday there. The "want" only continues to build and I wish to let him know how I feel, but it just doesn't seem that easy... Don't get me wrong, I've tried. He just doesn't get it...

*sigh*.... Deshi-san....

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: PANIC at the disco
  • Reading: ---
  • Watching: fullmetal alchemist
  • Playing: zoo tycoon
  • Eating: random stuff
  • Drinking: water

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